Monday, June 1, 2015

Stepping up to my call



Good morning friends
Today I am taking a step on a new journey.
One I have been planning a long time and waiting for the final confirmation.
Well it is time. 
I spent so many years saying I will go when all my debt is paid, or when I lose 100 pounds, when I have better clothes or my life is all together.
Well guess what NONE of that will be at the same time and I am certain many of those will never happen.
We make excuses to not do what God is calling us to do. 
Most of the reasoning is from a place of fear.
I for one am tired of excuses and fear.
I AM READY...
God is calling me to share hope and to speak life into others.
My story is full of many ups and downs and I have a great story to tell.
I have no idea where God will send me, or even if I know what to do next, 
I just know this is my first step toward His will.
I am supposed to go out and share my story with people,
I don't even know who my target audience is, I assume women but it is in Gods hands alone.
When I started this journey it was the first guideline given that was the hardest thing I ever had to do.
He said "DO NOT make one move toward the end unless I say" ouch.
Instantly I was like you know I can do this? and you want me to what? have patience? for how long?
I don't like to sit and be patient...I am far to busy..lets just get this show on the road....
NO !!!
Sooo like so many times before He had to come down from Heaven and sit me down like an unruly child. I have been to sick and in pain to move, and just when I could get up and move around, rip...a muscle tear,,,SIT DOWN YOUNG LADY!!!!!
So here I sit.
and have sat.....
FINALLY a few weeks ago I got the confirmation I needed and the means and will to begin. 
But as with all journeys it takes one step to start. 
This is that step.
All the other things are in place and bags are packed and I'm ready.
He just has to make a way...
So I guess what I'm saying is if you or your church or group need a speaker I am willing to be a part of your event. 
God called. I listened. I stepped.
Off we go.
Thank you to my loyal readers, all 4 of you
You are what inspires me and encourages me to write about all I write about.
Be blessed and please let me know if I can share my life with you.

Always
Suszi