Rose colored glasses?

Good Morning friends,

SUMMER HAS BEGUN.

I LOVE having all my kids home and no schedule to keep. BUT

I am afraid the carefree days I hoped for are not so anymore.

My daughter has a Genetic abnormality and as she regresses it worsens. Her actions, mouth, attitude,

Have you ever known anyone with Alzheimer's? Well this is like that. They get fixated on a certain emotion and can't stop. EVER.  Frustration abounds at our house. The newest thing is she acts up when Dave gets home so he will yell at me. So most evenings at our house are chaos and stressful. This was all pretty tolerable until my symptoms got worse. Now I have to care for all this not feeling well, exhausted and frustrated.

I have to constantly give it to God. 

What I really want this summer is peace. To bearable to put flowers on my deck, and sit in a hammock but neither of those will happen now. Because getting the deck fixed cost a lot. oh well sorry for that pity party.

Anyway I guess coming to grips with my pain and Chrissy's illness and getting my house purged and my life in control, is the spot I am in. Today I don't like what I see. 

Today I think I will put on rose colored glasses and go on. Does anyone know what that means? 

Sorry for the frustration of today's post, Sleep eluded me, dreams haunted me, kids disobeyed me, coffee pot died, instant just doesn't cut it, and I can't find a job to work from my chair. So I will just have to put on my big girl pants and get over this. Please pray for us today.I need a bunch of  peace this day.

Thank you for being loyal readers, thought the ups and the downs. 

May you be blessed beyond measure.

Always 

Suszi